fck..
so much shit is going on right now, I just wanna get away from everything.
especially with friends and what not.. I don’t know what to do anymore. I can only do so much, and I feel like you’re not even trying to make an effort. feel like you can’t talk to me face to face and tell me what’s wrong, when i’ve been trying to solve the problem. should I stop fighting for us? you’re were one of my closest homies, where are we now… sucks to know that things aren’t the same as it used to be..
I hate being left out.
Whether it’s plans, hangouts, or a conversation. It just makes me feel like I’m less important than of those who are involved. Am I not good enough to be with you guys? Would it really be a bad thing if I was with you?
Would an invite kill you? Even though you knew I had no chance of coming, an invitation would always assure me that even though I’m not there, you wanted me there.
It’s either that they don’t want me there or they forget about me. Either way, shit hurts.
(via fayejilleen)
